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♥Sharizan
Alkasha Siti Nur Sheril Azin *fiveNtwo2008 Noor Aini Nur Khalidah Farhana Nur khalilah Yan Ainul Hafizah Jeslin Afifah Yuyul Nur Iman




I want this can ?
Sunday, April 25, 2010


Rm 300 ( moulding )
$100 ( not more ) - ( R6 tail light )

Went to ramesh on friday with michi and fad. fad wanted to change to whole outlook of his bike. so i thot of asking ramesh how much he charge for one sharp tail. when he say RM300 , i almost fainted. not because its expensive . its idiotic cheap la sia !
thot of getting it today but , nvm. maybe in 2 months time ? the light looks like the picture above. the signal light is as one as the break light. cool shit or what sia !


.. i will still choose you.
Saturday, April 24, 2010


If i'll be given a chance to be in heaven , i will still choose you.

If i'll be given a chance to have everything in this world , i will still choose you.

If i'll be given every penny in this world , i will still choose you.

If i'll be given the most perfect women in the world , i will still choose you.

If i'll be given to love my past , i will still choose you.

If i'll be given a choice to choose my life or you , i will still choose you.


See how important you are in my life ?

Sharizan my dear , im not afraid of losing you ..


but im afraid of losing your love.


Thanks Si Ling Sec Teachers. You too , Ms Loo :)
Tuesday, April 20, 2010




The time when i received my posting for secondary school , i was shocked when i see myself getting Si Ling Secondary School as my secondary studies. I leave around that school estate so i know how they actually behave. But i have no choice but to accept the school as im from EM3. Never once i think i will be leading a successful life like how im currently. Siling Sec has taught me alot of things. Hardship , independent , dicipline and especially maths. Due to the harwork of the teachers there , i manage to take o level MT in Sec 4NA. Im very happy and i cant describe my feelings with words. Due to my o level MT , i was given a chance to be promoted to secondary 5. Siling Sec is good at giving their students chance ! Having the opportunity to be in polytechnic , i work hard. Okay , i lied. I work " ok ok la ". I manage to enter a course that ive been wanting to go since sec 2 , nursing.
My sec 5 life was so meaningful , wonderful and all the ful ful. Not fool uh. A nice human being made an impact in my life. Miss Jacque Loo. Shes my form teacher. I did told her this before that i dhun favour her at first. hahaha. but she proof me wrong. she did what have to do. BECAUSE OF HER I ACHIEVE B3 FOR MATHS ! it maybe nothing to other people but to me and her , its one big achievement okay ! haha. actually , im blank right now uh. the purpose of this post is to thank all my teachers but nothing i can think of right now. ahaha. Miss Loo , seriously , i am speechless till now. You get what i mean uhh ? ahaha.


Picnic is Love :)
Wednesday, April 14, 2010

A day out with dearest Izan without Sally was awkward but nice ~ We went to kallang riverside for our first ever picnic together. I so love her uh. Otw to causeway point , she asked me to go get Sally , fetch her , dhen we go there by Sally. haha. shes kinda serious uh that time but i wanna have the feeling of taking the train with her. feel so young suddently. She brought spagetti and muffin. Both are delicious. Especially her muffin. So yummy. My girlfriend is good at baking okay ! How i wish we are married to each other. Everyday i can eat those muffins you baked for me without feeling full. haha. so we had fun till we over shadowed the romance part. haha. but what we care. its the love that matter the most right izan ? i find the time we spent together was short :(

Met my guyfriends after that. Had our lepak session as usual. Omg , i miss those idiots sia. Not to forget , before i met them , i met izan again cause my wallet was with her. When she met me under her block , waa , she brought Siti along ! Hello Siti. Hahaha ! Jealous Izan. hahaha ! just kidding ;)

To Sharizan , Happy 9 Monthsary girl :))


Nursing , youre my career.
Monday, April 12, 2010


Three weeks of attachment has past. It changes my life a little though. Ive learn to adapt with new environment and accepting the fact that im a nurse. I want to change the way i live now and therefore i have to work hard. And i know , nursing is the right path. Second day of attachment , izan says she wants to quit nursing which is one the things that i fear most. Eversince i met her , i motivated myself alot. I gave her motivation , gave her strength to kept on going. It doesnt surprise me when she got thru the 3 weeks of attachment. Cause shes strong and she has the capabilility of being a nurse. She survived. 2 weeks at SGH was awesome. Patients gave me hope and strength. I love them.

Nursing , youre my career :))


Jealousy :(
Monday, April 5, 2010


Shafeeq without jealousy is not Shafeeq. Seriously , i dont know why i do have this jealousy feeling. its not those mild ones but its those major ones that really makes me feel so suckish at times uh. When she did something , which my mind thinks that its okay but my heart will be like , " what the hell are you doing ? im your boyfriend , not him. " During secondary school life , i was known for my jealousy. I know how to differentiate whether she is doing the right thing or not but my heart seems not to get it. Sometimes i just feel so pityful with those girls that ive been with especially my current one , which i hope till forever i will be with. Her doings doesnt have those bad intention but sometimes this stubborn heart of mine will fight the thought of my thinking. Im really sorry. Im trying my very best to understand the way you are before you met me. Give me time and soon , that guy to me , will be totally harmless. Im working hard on it. Hope you understand. The purpose of me writing this post is nothing but to let my feelings out. I miss my boys. Sakai , ahleng and rain. This 3 guys , the only one who understands my feeling damn well. I use to let things out to them but nowadays , we are busy with our own life. Hope to meet you assholes one day which i hope its coming soon. To be positive , maybe GOD give me this feeling because GOD wants me to appreciate the people i love and not let them go. But if they wanna leave , by all means , leave.