This week was kinda confusing week for me at first. This minute we are okay and the next minute , we arent. You change your mood in a sudden. I was sad but still , im trying to be strong just for the sake of our relationship & for you. Make every seconds count when im with you. Never waste a single minute when i get near you.

I want to hang around with you after school when we ended early but im scard that you wouldnt like. Dear , now then i realised that all this while , the small steps that you took when you want to leave me and head home is to tell me that you want to spent more time with me. Me too dear.

I want to kiss you everytime i meet you and everytime i sent you right under your block but im scard that you wouldnt like it. You told me that you are a human being too. I understood from that sentence and i want too.

I want to have a date with you although it is a last minute thing but during that time you are having mood swings. Its okay if you want to have last minute planning but i want you to be yourself , someone who never fails to put a smile on my face. It maybe a last minute thing , i will still have a date with you cause i want to be with you always.

I want to seat with you in lectures but im scard that you wouldnt like it. Now , ive come to my sense that you want us to be together in lectures at times cause certain days , we are not able to have goodbyes under your block. I do want to seat with you , always , without fail.

I want to fetch or sent you home if i have the opportunities but you told me that you want to be independent. Not to worry my dear , i wont have any negative thoughts on you. You are not with me because of my bike nor my money , but because of me. I get it. The reason why i want to go to and fro to school with you cause thats the only time that you get to hug me and at that very moment , i feel the warmness of your hugs.

To my dear Sharizan , you told me both of us have this problem of keeping our wants to ourself and we ended up having to face the loss. For you izan , voice out whatever you want. Can be going to somewhere , eat , hang around or anything , its fine with me. I just want to spend precious time with you , thats all.

Dear you , remember what i told you yesterday , apart from my family , my life hirachy , you stands on top. You , i dont have anybody else that i love except you. You might think im exaggerating , frankly speaking , im not. Im telling you the truth. Yes , i could be cheeky at times but you are the one that catches my attention anywhere & anytime. Dear , im here for you. Its true i cant live without you. i love you pretty :)


With love ,
Shafeeq