Ive been keeping things to myself lately not letting out what ive kept deep inside my heart. Im just not sure of my feelings at times where suddently , ive feel that im being to hard on myself. Im having this question stuck in my mind , " Am i being fair to myself ? " At times i wanna please people around me so much that i overshadowed myself. From there , things have not been the way ive been wanting it to be.
I cant stop pleasing people cause that is how i use to do to people. But i need my own pleasing to please myself. I cant be 24 hours pleasing people.
In life , i always ask , why cant people around me understand my wants & needs ? Am i asking to much ? I need my life back , really.