I feel like ive just started primary school again. All the things in my wallet are all gone , including my wallet. Like poof ! Here it is , and next , its gone. License , IC , Money , atm and memories. I feel so poor right now. Whatever happens yesterday , i will just take it as a punishment.

awak , stop calling yourself useless can ? For the last time im gonna say this okay. Sharizan , i dhun expect so many things from you. I dhun expect you to be there for me , comfort me or what ever a girlfriend does uh. Tell me , when was the last time you had a boyfriend ? How long was it ? awak , 7 months is not enough for you to learn how to be a perfect girlfriend. it takes time okay ? i understand all your doings. Your capabilities and your weaknesses. youve impressed me so far , you know that ? for a girl who has not been really commited in love , you did well. i mean , the way sometimes you surprise me with your words , really touches my heart. especially the sweet messages youve sent it to me all this while. if youre useless , i wont be feeling your love right now right ? sharizan , i love you the way you are. i noe youve change and sacrifies alot for me , and i appreciate it lorts. is that what you call useless ? cause i dont think so. so sharizan , take it slowly and i will guide you there. we will take small steps together to have a smile in the end okay ?

Nur Sharizan , shes not useless. Shes more then everything in my world.