People are now all over in love with their love ones. Everytime when i see couples together holding hands , i feel happy for them , whether im in love or not. Love is so wonderful and its so wide. It can twist and turn like you can never imagine. Most people really treasure love , and im one of them. During my secondary school life , i do cherish my love and people in Siling Sec do knows ( & even teachers ) haha.

I once had a girlfriend. It was my first ever , in primary 5. Haha , kinda think back , we were still young and did not know what was love or maybe , spelled it. But as you know , it didnt last long uh. I think few weeks uh. Ahaha. But still , we are good friends.

During my secondary school life , i had 3. Waa , haha , not bad uh Shafeeq. First was a girl from my class , secondary one. I wanted her friend but ended up getting her. Well , we last for 2 months and we break up , thru letters ! haha. I like that part so much uh. Funny.

Next girlfriend , same , in secondary 1 , but different class. The way it was process kinda cute uh. Haha. Letters flying from one class to another. So from secondary 2 till 5 , we were in the same class. Cool uh. Haha. Something happen in sec 4 and we broke up for a while.

When i broke up with her , i went with this girl , one year younger uh. She likes to introduce myself to her family members uh till i feel so paisey at times when i go to her house just to slack around there. Haha. But it didnt end well too.

So back to the girl who i broke up with , we patched and yar , we became couples uh. We have this thought where we cant live without each other. So yar , had great times togther accompanied by hard times too but it didnt last long. I have to admit , we did try very hard to save our relationship. From sec 1 till sec 5. Haha. kinda long uh.

So when we went our seperate ways , i felt like something was not right here and there. Im the kind of person who wants to be love cause as i say , i enjoy being in love. No doubt about it , i learn lots of things throughout my 4 years ++ relationship. Meaningful yet hurting. LOVE , without hurting yourself , its not called LOVE okay ?

Kinda surprise till poly studies , shes still in my thought till one day i told myself , life is short. I cant depend on her and put high hopes on her just to be with me back. Im being brave by walking away from my dreams which i couldnt achieve. I did say this to myself , " i will do fine without her." Start from that day , i had no faith in womens anymore.

So it was normal school routine , taking lift to the next story. Suddently , i heard this cute girl talk. Her voice , like OMG uh. So damn cute uhh ! So try saying something just to see whether she respond or not. I say " Cute sia her voice ! " haha. too bad , theres no response. Haha. Since then , she became my main attention. Everywhere i go , anywhere i go , shes the one im looking for. Coincidently , i know one of her friends therefore i asked for her msn add. Like usual , i get it. C'mon la , im Shafeeq okay ! Haha. Start chatting with her and yar. We chatted but didnt meet face to face till one day , we went for a study date. I swear at that point of time , while waiting for her , its like , how uh. hmm , try imagine yourself being chase by a lion. My heart beats that fast la ! But in a good way. People always say , if shes near you and when she talks to you , your heart beats fast , it means LOVE ~ Yeah. haha. So there she is , sitting infront of me. First time i met her , my first action was , i smile. My second action was , im already in love with her. Its like her eyes , the sweetness of her face makes me go ahhhh. Shes so pretty la. So had our conversation. Trust me , when we talk , its like we've known each other since sceondary school uh. Haha. Eversince that day , we went school together , we home together and still sharing stories together. Till now , 7months + we have been together loving each other( boyfriend & girlfriend ). She did lots of sacrifices just to see me happy and for the sake of our relationship. I never have this thought of leaving her cause she add colours into my life , cheerfulness and love. Without her , my life would be empty and im already in hooligan world.

Nur Sharizan , thanks for returing the faith that ive lost to girls a few months ago. Awak , remember one thing , my past doesnt matter my life right now. What matter most is present and future. Im happy with you now and i want us to be together till the end. You know theres no another ONE except you in my life right ? I may say " i love you " randomly to you but take those random moments seriously cause thats when i do feel the love. Ive been away from you for days , and the feeling sucks although we are in good terms. See how much you mean to me. Whatever it is , i will try my best to save our relationship while i still can. Takecare loves.